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| the only thing i have done this entire flaming world coming to an end weekend is.. drive as in speeding to the point my average speed this weekend is 100km/h and sleep.
i go to work = speeding during my delivery and speeding home afterwards because i was in urgent need to pee
sleep because its too hot, so i wrapped ice packs around my head and slept for 20 or so hours, woke up some time in between to eat and then go back to sleep
took my brother home which was speeding with an average speed of 120km/h got home in 20 min! i am awesome! i got to do that again and beat the 20 min!
and watched tv with ice pack wrapped around my head and now i am going to sleep with it.. and hopefully not wake up too early..
its suppose to be alot cooler so that should be good for me to sleep right through!
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| so its been a few weeks. has been busy at work from doing functions for the past 2 saturdays and then during the week its just preparations for it.
been just lazy to blog i guess since i can't put anything from naked berry anymore so i have nothing to blog about.
i have been injured during work. my arm was in so much pain from hacking pineapples for 4 hours and then when i was dipping 500 strawberries in chocolate all morning, had a finger spasm!
that was a pain in the ass!!! i was in so much pain for the entire week!
can't say im liking my job at this point in time. it is still irregular and so i adapt my timetable to it but at least now it should get slightly more organised with the new kitchen they rented and a bit of office space.
the weather has been getting hot~
tomorrow is suppose to be a scorcher! so me and lach is going to the beach!! :D
been getting really burnt right side from all the driving to and from work so i am soooooooooooooo uneven right now. hopefully tomorrow i can even it out. need sunscreen, on one side.. :p
it was me and lach's one year like a few weeks ago. didn't do anything because he had a work meeting. sort of made up for it on the friday, we didn't do anything. i dont think.. can't remember.
is it really that important?? anniversary?? i mean i was relatively upset about not spending time with him that day even though i made him a bouquet and delivered it to liverpool for him and we had lunch together. but yeah nothing i could do about it.
sometimes, get that funny weird annoying feeling. the one where you end up thinking too much and you don't know if its your fault or its just life. you don't want to say anything because it might drive him away. they might not understand. and so you sit and stare at the space in front and wish the feeling away!! >"<
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| this week has been a little slow and busy.. and.. i don't just whatever.
i kind of stopped caring now... life is just work, sleep and eat.. and that just repeats on a loop.
monday...
didn't work.. but just went out to buy things and have things ready and went over to my bro's place again because he left his wallet at home.. -__-"
so basically go there and clean up for him and fill up his fridge
tuesday
work.. was quite busy.. made 6 and i had to deliver 2 for peggy so that was just alot of driving around and rushing around ish and then getting home to get ready to go out to liverpool to see lach as his new work place. honestly i hate the place, just because its just in a terrible area and its so far away. i dont even know about visiting him at all. i don't think i want to much but then.... o well its not important. its a better position and if he feels that what he wants right now i really can't do anything about that.
wednesday
work and then came home with chocolate to practice my bow ties for the handsome berry.. have to say.. I SUCK AT IT!
then just didn't really do anything for the rest of the day, did some work stuff but even that i didn't really want to do anything..
today...
been sitting around most of the time..
had to do work stuff but of course don't want to.. head hurts.. don't want to think..
im just soooo annoyed at work stuff and annoyed at basically anything that conflicts with what i want to do.. basically put in short.. EVERYTHING!!!
so i should just sit quietly in my room and not do anything.. in case i say something bad~
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| bro hasn't been around this week since he moved into his studio on wed so yoyo has been a little depressed..
so hes basically just sleeping all day and just hiding in my bros room here and there and following peoples around the house so we keep kicking him by accident
today chi chi came over to shave yoyo.. lol~~ we shaved him good.. so now hes only got a big fluffy head! :p
it was a pain to clean up and now hes like more depressed because i think hes cold, so now hes gotta wear clothes again! haha~~
this week i worked more.. mon, tues, thurs and then tomorrow
had meetings twice this week with a client who wants to use our product as a thank you to their clients.... so that should bring in more work for me.. DAMMIT! lol~~ as you can see.. i am tired of my work and i personally don't want to work at all anymore.. im just tired... and sick of it
the pay is still crap for the hours i work.. $300 a week and basically 19 hours, so from 7.30am - 11am monday - friday and saturday 5am - 4pm its earlier now because they want me to drive into EQ around 9am with the rest of the stock, so basically go in and help make at 5am and then go help sell at around 10am
i think i really need to go over to my bros place after work on saturday and just have a nap before i head home... its a big strain to stay awake and concentrate on driving after a being awake for 12 hours and standing for 10 hours.. you just don't want to think anymore!
feeling.. really crappy lately or these few days...
don't know what it is.. PMS? i don't know.. just don't feel like doing anything or talking..
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